I don't know if this is the best location for this thread but I'm not 100% sure it belongs in the handgun forum and there isn't a dedicated forum to CCW that I've ever seen. The topic of concealed carry, gear systems and the psychology of how it affects a person has been on my mind lately. I just very recently obtained my Florida Concealed Weapon and Firearms License.
My CCW system is pretty basic. I choose the Ruger LCR .38 Special +P for my carry firearm. I wear it in an IWB Talon Training Group holster:
http://shop.talontraininggroup.com/Ruger-LCR-J-Frame-Colt-38-With-Metal-Clip-IWB-LCR-IWBC.htm
I also carry 5 additional .38 Special +P rounds of ammo in a Tuff Products QuickStip and Belt pouch:
http://www.tuffproducts.com/product.php?productid=16280&cat=265&page=1
Overall I'm satisfied with this carry system. I've heard/read plenty of opinions on the ineffectiveness of the .38 Special. I don't have any emperical evidence to support the effectiveness or lack there of on the .38 but assuming I can believe what I've read to be accurate, my thought process was that although that might be true in that it's an underpowered round I felt like I would be better served carrying something all the time than sometimes having nothing.
My only other significant hand gun experience is with 5" Government Model 1911 .45acp and after some thought and reflection I didn't think I would dedicate myself to carrying my firearm near 100% of the time if I was going to be weighted down with such a heavy weapon. I LOVE the 1911. It feels right to me when I shoot it, I think I shoot it fairly well, but the weight of that weapon on my pant line seems to be a little too much for me to comfortably carry on a consistant basis.
So that said my two options were the Ruger LCR .38 or the 1911 .45acp and I choose the .38 in order to dedicate myself to always carry some weapon.
This is sort of where my thoughts on the philosophy and psychology of ccw starts to branch out and would love other peoples perspective on the subject. I'm finding the experience, emotions, and my impressions of concealed carrying are not what I expected at all. I'm sure with time these things will change but as a new and first time ccw licensee I wonder if others have felt the same way.
I am accutely aware of the presence of my firearm as I am out and about. I am often unsure and questioning it's concealment, if it's printing too much on my shirt, if others will notice it. Should I concern myself with this? By the letter of the law in my state I am required to conceal my weapon from the ordinary sight of others. The printing of the outline of my grip on my shirt or the accidental and unintentional exposure of the weapon is not against the law. But I'm still concerned about the impression others might have should my weapon become indirectly exposed.
My situational awareness I've noticed has also changed. I am often awake at 2-4am at night and find myself needing to run to the store for cigarettes or some other reason. Now when I am pulling into the parking lot I find myself scanning the surroundings and evaluting the situation in a much different way. Dispite my choice to carry a weapon I never want to be in a situation where I need to use it. It's probably reasonable to have these feelings but before, for some reason, I never approached a situation like this. Jump out of the car, run in the store, run out, and on my way. If people were around or not I never really paid much attention. I don't live in an area with high crime and never thought about it before, but now I look at it differently.
As mentioned before the bulk of my handgun experience is with the 1911 .45acp. I don't know how many rounds I've put down range with them, I'm certainly not an expert marksman, but in the 15 or so years I've had them I've grown very comfortable with that weapon and it's battery of arms.
That said the Ruger LCR .38 is very new to me. My range time is limited to a couple boxes of ammo so far and shooting a sub 2" double action snubbie revolver has so far been pretty challenging. At 10 yards I'm on paper 'mostly' but it's not tight pretty groups. By comparision I keep my 1911's inside a 3" shoot-n-c target fairly easily.
My lack of experience with this weapon and poorer results compared to the 1911 have me questioning my decisions to carry this weapon from time to time and what it will mean to me if the situation ever comes where I need to defend my or my wifes life with it. I'm not 100% confident with it yet and that weighs on me some when I reflect on my decision to carry a firearm.
I know with time and training I will only improve but it's just another thing that's been going through my mind in the early days of my CCW life.
Well I just thought I'd share this with others and hope to hear some stories and opinions about your experiences, choices, and what not.
Thanks
My CCW system is pretty basic. I choose the Ruger LCR .38 Special +P for my carry firearm. I wear it in an IWB Talon Training Group holster:
http://shop.talontraininggroup.com/Ruger-LCR-J-Frame-Colt-38-With-Metal-Clip-IWB-LCR-IWBC.htm
I also carry 5 additional .38 Special +P rounds of ammo in a Tuff Products QuickStip and Belt pouch:
http://www.tuffproducts.com/product.php?productid=16280&cat=265&page=1
Overall I'm satisfied with this carry system. I've heard/read plenty of opinions on the ineffectiveness of the .38 Special. I don't have any emperical evidence to support the effectiveness or lack there of on the .38 but assuming I can believe what I've read to be accurate, my thought process was that although that might be true in that it's an underpowered round I felt like I would be better served carrying something all the time than sometimes having nothing.
My only other significant hand gun experience is with 5" Government Model 1911 .45acp and after some thought and reflection I didn't think I would dedicate myself to carrying my firearm near 100% of the time if I was going to be weighted down with such a heavy weapon. I LOVE the 1911. It feels right to me when I shoot it, I think I shoot it fairly well, but the weight of that weapon on my pant line seems to be a little too much for me to comfortably carry on a consistant basis.
So that said my two options were the Ruger LCR .38 or the 1911 .45acp and I choose the .38 in order to dedicate myself to always carry some weapon.
This is sort of where my thoughts on the philosophy and psychology of ccw starts to branch out and would love other peoples perspective on the subject. I'm finding the experience, emotions, and my impressions of concealed carrying are not what I expected at all. I'm sure with time these things will change but as a new and first time ccw licensee I wonder if others have felt the same way.
I am accutely aware of the presence of my firearm as I am out and about. I am often unsure and questioning it's concealment, if it's printing too much on my shirt, if others will notice it. Should I concern myself with this? By the letter of the law in my state I am required to conceal my weapon from the ordinary sight of others. The printing of the outline of my grip on my shirt or the accidental and unintentional exposure of the weapon is not against the law. But I'm still concerned about the impression others might have should my weapon become indirectly exposed.
My situational awareness I've noticed has also changed. I am often awake at 2-4am at night and find myself needing to run to the store for cigarettes or some other reason. Now when I am pulling into the parking lot I find myself scanning the surroundings and evaluting the situation in a much different way. Dispite my choice to carry a weapon I never want to be in a situation where I need to use it. It's probably reasonable to have these feelings but before, for some reason, I never approached a situation like this. Jump out of the car, run in the store, run out, and on my way. If people were around or not I never really paid much attention. I don't live in an area with high crime and never thought about it before, but now I look at it differently.
As mentioned before the bulk of my handgun experience is with the 1911 .45acp. I don't know how many rounds I've put down range with them, I'm certainly not an expert marksman, but in the 15 or so years I've had them I've grown very comfortable with that weapon and it's battery of arms.
That said the Ruger LCR .38 is very new to me. My range time is limited to a couple boxes of ammo so far and shooting a sub 2" double action snubbie revolver has so far been pretty challenging. At 10 yards I'm on paper 'mostly' but it's not tight pretty groups. By comparision I keep my 1911's inside a 3" shoot-n-c target fairly easily.
My lack of experience with this weapon and poorer results compared to the 1911 have me questioning my decisions to carry this weapon from time to time and what it will mean to me if the situation ever comes where I need to defend my or my wifes life with it. I'm not 100% confident with it yet and that weighs on me some when I reflect on my decision to carry a firearm.
I know with time and training I will only improve but it's just another thing that's been going through my mind in the early days of my CCW life.
Well I just thought I'd share this with others and hope to hear some stories and opinions about your experiences, choices, and what not.
Thanks