I was there. Once we did the head count and knew they were left behind we were told by higher ups that they decided the guys were already dead and it wasn't worth the effort to get them back.....to say we were upset doesn't even come close. It remains with me to this day. My most shocking moment was when years later I was tasked with providing security for the moving Vietnam wall and I saw their names on the last panel. I broke down and cried. You know the part that bothers me......we were trained to believe that we don't leave anyone behind on the battlefield. I imagine they were waiting for us to turn a corner and rescue them before they were executed up until that bullet killed them. BUT now I know our government doesn't give a CENSOREDGI about us, just like the 4 guys in Benghazi who waited for help.
Politicians are cowards and the Nation doesn't really care.
We were young Marines( I was a L/Cpl E-3 then) and all of us had just completed ITS training and only been on Okinawa for a couple of months before we were loaded up and sent on that mission. We even talked with each other and wondered why they chose us since we had no combat time and there were other more experienced units available. But I later learned there is no really good time to bloody up your troops. We were lucky we had a couple of Sergeants who had 3 tours in Vietnam. I know there will never be any peace for those of us who came back.
I keep the original handbill given us during the Memorial we had for our fellow Marines killed listing their names, once we came back to Camp Schwab in Okinawa. It's on my wall framed.
I left the Marines later and only re-enlisted in the Texas Army National Guard when I missed the service so much. I retired in 2000 and have for years been approached by people wanting to do movies and documentaries of this mission. I just want to let it go, yet want to get the word out there about our politicians.
Thank you all for remembering these fine young Marines who gave their life and the hope they carried with them to their graves knowing help was on the way.
I'm truly sorry you had to experience this.
Just like you, I believed we would never leave anyone behind, but following that creed can demand a high price.
During the clearing operation at Khe Sanh we had three companies of 1/9 that were fed piecemeal into an ambush to extract the first company that had walked into it. When they finally were able to disengage we had nearly 30 KIA and about twice that number WIA. All but four of the KIA had to be left behind because it was not possible to retrieve them under the existing conditions. 1/9 was withdrawn and another battalion was assigned to retrieve those bodies. They suffered a significant number of additional KIA and WIA in doing so. Several of the bodies they recovered had been mutilated by the NVA. Everyone always wants to have the solace of believing that they will not be left behind, and just like you, no one wants to leave anyone behind, but having other Marines die to fulfill that creed is a very sobering experience.
Again, I'm truly sorry you have had to experience the life-long feelings that result from this.